Aurovoir

Take care of yourself....have a good night. Those were words i told him, my last words to a good friend. I hung up almost immediately and just like that i felt like i had finally closed a chapter in my life. A chapter filled with laughter, joy, hope, pain, loss, tears, hate....emotions that were a common theme in the last two years. The later part had been sad, and less fulfilling and somewhere in between may and august i had decided that love was long gone from us. I decided to take control and get back to being happy and fulfilled....back to me.

 Fast forward nine months later ;  i finally get to say those words "take care of yourself" and really mean it. I finally get to end the call feeling like there was nothing left unsaid.

Now i look ahead, i look to the future with a new one. I know that this is it.....no going back....and i don't want to go back. I am in a crossroad and i choose a path that i know i will never regret.....i know that the future is yet a stranger....but when i look at the familiar past, i cannot wait to meet the future. the future will soon become a familiar friend.......filled with countless emotions and hopefully no regret....but take of yourself....were my last words...and i truly meant it.....Aurovoir....xoxo