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so a little update with regards to my facebook vacation ( yikes.....sounds so formal...with regards...lol...)... so anyways day three and four was good, i was able to get over the need to go back on facebook, once in a while i tried my best to come up with any reason to go back on facebook but i was able to overcome my urges.....so anyways on day 5 i had a relapse i went on it for about thirty minutes and made a conscious decision to deactivate my account. I had two more days of no facebook but i am quite embarrassed to admit that i am now back on for a whole day.... and i only spent about an hour as compared to 8 hours so i am very impressed with myself....but i feel like an addict who has relapsed....well i guess i am a quasi - addict.....i feel awful like i should deactivate immediately ....i feel like i am eating from the forbidden fruit but i cannot stop myself. So i think i would deactivate as soon as possible...actually before i go to bed tonight.... for another day or two....and then maybe i can control my facebook use
onto another topic...i just love my haters...i saw an ex coworker today....not my favorite person in the world but i said hi...because i consider myself civil....and she just ignored me, i know she heard me because she gave me a second look.....its either she ignored me or did not recognise me... because lets face it i change my hair like way more frequently than the seasons change. so anyways, je le repete ( forgive my french) i love my haters , i don't know if this person is a hater but who cares. One thing i love about haters especially when the feeling is not mutual is that they make you want to be better than them or they push you to aim much higher than you ever imagined. Its like you want to give them something to actually hate you or to increase their disdain for you. Now i believe in not giving a shit about what other people think and setting goals that are not in line with what everyone else thinks your goals should be. I totally believe in just doing you and if people don't like it well they can go HUG TRANSFORMER.....lol....but there is something about people telling you u cant....or hating you....it pushes u.....makes you work even harder, even if u would barely give a rats ass about them.....the effect is there....so long story short...or as Nigerians would say NO LONG THING......love your haters people cos without them you might just be the definition of mediocrity!!!!!....xoxo lovies and haters muah
onto another topic...i just love my haters...i saw an ex coworker today....not my favorite person in the world but i said hi...because i consider myself civil....and she just ignored me, i know she heard me because she gave me a second look.....its either she ignored me or did not recognise me... because lets face it i change my hair like way more frequently than the seasons change. so anyways, je le repete ( forgive my french) i love my haters , i don't know if this person is a hater but who cares. One thing i love about haters especially when the feeling is not mutual is that they make you want to be better than them or they push you to aim much higher than you ever imagined. Its like you want to give them something to actually hate you or to increase their disdain for you. Now i believe in not giving a shit about what other people think and setting goals that are not in line with what everyone else thinks your goals should be. I totally believe in just doing you and if people don't like it well they can go HUG TRANSFORMER.....lol....but there is something about people telling you u cant....or hating you....it pushes u.....makes you work even harder, even if u would barely give a rats ass about them.....the effect is there....so long story short...or as Nigerians would say NO LONG THING......love your haters people cos without them you might just be the definition of mediocrity!!!!!....xoxo lovies and haters muah
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