to be or not to be

ok....so i decided to go natural this year in april....i had been relaxing my hair like for ever and it was seriously not going anywhere....it kept falling and thining out...i think i had enough...was tired of spending money on relaxers and weaves and i just wanted to rock my natural beauty...so one day...while taking my weave out...i took a scissors and just cut it down....i had also just broken up with my ex...and was in a britney spears kind of mood...but i did not go bald....too drastic for me....so anyways i went natural....and boy was i beautiful...for the first time in my life i looked at the mirror without any of the added extensions...and very little make up...and was like wow...i am actually pretty....eye opening experience

so the reason why i decided to blog about this was because i had an eye opening experience a couple of days ago....i was shaving with a cream shaver and my brother asked me...from outside my room....are you relaxing your hair....i paused and was like why would you say that....i dont relax my hair anymore....and then he was like because i can smell it from my room....that got me thinking....about the whole relaxer thingy....i realised that for years i had been puting toxic chemicals on my hair....to make it straight....and at first it always looked straight and beautiful ...but it eventually always fell off...with time...and no matter what i did i always never seemed to keep my hair on.....and that is what  cream shavers do....they basicly...straighten your hair then...make your hair fallout....so that my lil bleep...i am bnever going to relax my hair....just not worth it...who knows maybe it even causes head cancer...lol....but anyways ciao....