psssssssshhhhhhhh.....put a ring on it

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lately i have been thinking about this topic...i am that age now when everyone even strangers keep asking if i am or will be getting married...and i have found that i am mostly not angry....i just laugh it off...and i say to people i am not ready...i still see myself as that 18 year old who just wanted to party....lol...not really but i am really not ready for a ring to be put on it....of lies...i would love to have a diamond ring on it....a huge diamond....but nothing that says engagement....maybe a promise ring....lol...but it gotta be diamond...or some other expensive rock that i can eventually pun off for jimmy choos....

but i am being very serious...the other day i was on facebook and saw wedding pictures..one of my friends from high school was married and that is not the first time...it seems like every time i am on facebook there is a new wedding pic to browse through....and i love it....but its a reminder that soon...everybody i meet is gonna be asking me....so wen is he gonna put a ring on it....even my patients are catching up to the latest trend....i can say safely that 90 percent of my patients always ask me if i am married...when i say no they are like well do you have a boyfriends....one even asked me....so do u have kids...lol...funny...i found it funny...because i really do not look like a mom...i consider myself a hot peice of art...lol...not that moms are not hot...but i think i still look 21....maybe i am in denial...the other day someone asked me...so when are you gonna get engaged....i laughed and replied i never want to get married...for a second there i felt like a millions eyes were on me....everyone stopped what they were doing...even the patients in the hallway stopped and looked and there were no arrhythmias on the monitor...all perfect sinus rythym...lol....and someone was like really....i laughed again...and i said... very honestly....no i just wanted to cut that topic short....and i failed the topic got extended another 30 minutes....

but i am really enjoying now...i enjoy my freedom...i enjoy dating and just trying to see my options...my biggest fear is being in a bad marriage...so i want to take my sweet time....i always say if i am 35 and do not have a husband...i would get a sperm donor and be a single mom....so do i really want you to put a ring on it.....not really...unless we are 99.99 percent sure...xoxo peeps