time.............

so i have decided to post an entry everyday...even when i dont feel motivated...n today happens to be one of those days....so random is what is in my head...i am thinking of how i am blessed beyond my imagination, i have a good and steady job, i just bought a house, i have a good car ( that is a blessing considering the lenght of my busing days), i am in a Good relationships...i think....my relationship is kinda of complicated....not expecting much but we will see where it takes me....the only thing missing is this feeling i have that i am not where i need to be....i feel like i should be doing more with my life...i was watching a series the other day and the main actor said something that struck a cord in me....he was talking about time being the biggest loss to man...and that got me thinking, i am young now and i may think that i have all the time in the world...but how much time do i actually have....people say that time travels fast...well old people...but why is it that we ( humans) only get to realise something so obvious so late in life...anyways i have included the link for you viewing





...so think about ur life...u may be blessed beyond all measures...but are you where u want to be...how close are u to ur destiny....are u in that place that u can trully say that you are at peace ....and if u die tommorow...are u gonna look back and regret or look back and smile...wherever the after life leads you....just a thought to ponder.....