raise your glasses

to life, to friends, to lovers, to family ....to new ones....to new additions....to changes....

I have always loved this song....it reminds me that change is constant and helps me accept change with an open heart....in a month my life will never be the same, i will be a mom. Its quite scary thinking about it....the fact that i will have another life in my hands. I think about how in the past i have felt inadequate, unsure and sometimes battled with my self esteem but i have to find the strength i know i have....and be the best mom i can be. It is also amazing how much connected i feel to the baby inside of me....he is a part of me, a product of the deep seated love i have for my husband. I only pray that we can be the best parents to this baby and make a decent and productive human being....lol.....

And one more thing....i truly respect my mom......more than i ever have.......xoxo peeps.....and yes here is one of my favorite songs ever