unconventional me.....

so i am not one of those unconventional people who never do anything conventional, i actually am quite conventional and like the old fashion way....but once in while i take my self to the taboo realm of the unconventional mind...wats on my mind now....weddings...i have been to so many weddings lately that i really want to get married....i love weddings, i love the way the bride looks and is treated on her special day and i want that for myself....i actually have the whole thing planned out in my head....i know wat designer i am going to use and all....but....but.....i dread the mundanity that often follows on afterwards...now my life is so not exiting right now....but i cannot imagine being stuck to one person for the rest of my life...i love to have my space and love my alone time and this part scares me like a lot

so i have been thinking...what if i get the whole lovely wedding day but still maintain my space...what if after getting married i have a different apartment from my husband...we spend 80 percent of our time together but the remaining 20 percent we spend at our own residences....given we have the money to afford the cost...that is....i am giving this some serious thought....maybe in a year i would feel differently but that's how i feel right now.....xoxo