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change...
a word used so often by so many people....it is the biggest cliche ever invented by life.....we all know it...this one word was used in the 2008 elections in the united states....change...yes we can...it has been used over the centuries...from every conflict ever spun by man...every revolution, every movement....everyone wants it...change....and except you are totally self absorbed....its the word being used in the middle east now...a call for change..for a new form of leadership...a new era...and in my dear country...we also want it...and hope for it...we hope for a change from the old ways of corruption, greediness and a bad leadership. And in the new year...we all used it...we wanted to change our ways...we called it a resolution...which simply means something we hated about ourselves that we really want to change

i want change...i want to love my life...i want to stop the stupid cycle i am becoming a part of everyday...the mundane cycle of sleep, eat, work, maybe a little fun and back again to sleep eat work...with no real growth...i want to achieve my dreams today...and be the person i always dreamed of being..i want to be an independent woman....free from external obligations and opinions...i want change

but i also know that to achieve such a change i have to examine my life...identify habits,themes, and trends in my life that always lead me to making the some old mistakes...and hindering my growth...and i have to work hard to eliminate those trends...i have to identify behaviours and situations and not only avoid them...but change them...and then only then would i be able to get the change that i want and need...xoxo...peeps