one week
so its the begining of another week...and i sure hope this week is better than the last week....but last week was....well....ok...nothing special...but i learnt a couple of lessons last week....but first here was last week at a glance
sunday.....
thanksgiving....at lolas as usual....had a lot of fun...had a couple of drinks and u know wat happens after....i dont think i did anything totally ridiculous.....anyways here are some pics from sunday
monday...
nothing much on monday..it was a public hols so i stayed in and just watched tv...and read a couple of magazines....was supposed to hang with a pal...but they never called...was quite mad ...but whatever....i got over it....so nothing happened on monday
tuesday
....work
wednesday...work
thursday...worked....
and friday...i pretty much slept all day...was too tired to do anything else.....
and then there was saturday...i spent half the day with a very good and dear friend....someone i know will always be there for me....the question is will i always be there for them....i really dont know right now...i just know i love having them around....i also did some groceries...went to the mall for a while but left right away...was wearing heels and was scared of falling...so yeah i was quite chicken
and today is Sunday....and it started out well...i conditioned my hair in the morning, went to a choir practice...not a part of the choir and though i thought they were fabulous everyone there was way too old...i felt like i was going to be hanging with my mom and grandmom...and i did not fancy that....so i don't think i will be joining...maybe i will look for something else.....so anyways after that went to a friends...had a fabulous time initially but then everything went kaput...and i don't know why...i left and never said a word back...i wanted to though...but i have been down that road too many times and nothing comes out of it....i left and i just felt down...i started feeling many things at one time...sad, disapionted, not good enough, weird....i just felt awful ....i went to church....and i prayed to God...i prayed that he would lead me to my destiny...that i would overcome my negative emotions and lead me down the right path....at the end of the day...i have come to realize that i cannot control how other people act...i cant make someone like me or think of me like i do them...i cannot predict how people will respond to a situation and i am done trying to understand people....i can only control me....i can understand me....and i can love me....i am going into this week with this believe...and with the belief that the only person i can count on is God...now God is in no way a person.....but u get the jist....so anyways...off to watch my fav show desperate housewifes...xoxo people....
sunday.....
thanksgiving....at lolas as usual....had a lot of fun...had a couple of drinks and u know wat happens after....i dont think i did anything totally ridiculous.....anyways here are some pics from sunday
monday...
nothing much on monday..it was a public hols so i stayed in and just watched tv...and read a couple of magazines....was supposed to hang with a pal...but they never called...was quite mad ...but whatever....i got over it....so nothing happened on monday
tuesday
....work
wednesday...work
thursday...worked....
and friday...i pretty much slept all day...was too tired to do anything else.....
and then there was saturday...i spent half the day with a very good and dear friend....someone i know will always be there for me....the question is will i always be there for them....i really dont know right now...i just know i love having them around....i also did some groceries...went to the mall for a while but left right away...was wearing heels and was scared of falling...so yeah i was quite chicken
and today is Sunday....and it started out well...i conditioned my hair in the morning, went to a choir practice...not a part of the choir and though i thought they were fabulous everyone there was way too old...i felt like i was going to be hanging with my mom and grandmom...and i did not fancy that....so i don't think i will be joining...maybe i will look for something else.....so anyways after that went to a friends...had a fabulous time initially but then everything went kaput...and i don't know why...i left and never said a word back...i wanted to though...but i have been down that road too many times and nothing comes out of it....i left and i just felt down...i started feeling many things at one time...sad, disapionted, not good enough, weird....i just felt awful ....i went to church....and i prayed to God...i prayed that he would lead me to my destiny...that i would overcome my negative emotions and lead me down the right path....at the end of the day...i have come to realize that i cannot control how other people act...i cant make someone like me or think of me like i do them...i cannot predict how people will respond to a situation and i am done trying to understand people....i can only control me....i can understand me....and i can love me....i am going into this week with this believe...and with the belief that the only person i can count on is God...now God is in no way a person.....but u get the jist....so anyways...off to watch my fav show desperate housewifes...xoxo people....
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