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| elmai and models....and me and rolake tagging along |
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| moi et mes amies |
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| the designers....black pearl....el'mai and destyne |
OK...so today was fun...went out a a fabulous fashion show...beautiful clothes, beautiful people and the like....and yeah old flames, flings whatever you want to call it....someone pls spell AWKWARD....yeah it was super awkward....and i, being the proud person i am...did not talk to my old fling...i mean we were sitting really close and our eyes met a couple of times...but i was not going to say hi....because i did not feel like saying hi...i just walked past and pretended not to even see my so called past . And why should i, it is my past and i never want to revisit it again... i mean at the time it seemed like the perfect thing to do...i was young and just wanted to hang...he wasn't my type but his car was...lol...i know i am kind of shallow...actually really shallow...i was shallow...i do not think i am there anymore...so yeah....the whole experience got me wondering about old flames...should they be rekindled into something simple like friendship or should they just be put out forever....and yeah old friends....friendship...i should be the first one to say that i am probably the worst friend out there....i am not a touchy kind of person and hugs are really not my thing...i like being alone and i am really a loner...so when it comes to friendship i am totally not a good friend....but i am an honest friend and i believe i am very loyal and always try to help as long as money is not involved...yeah i am rather stingy...even worse that the dad in that show "everybody hates Chris "
so anyway....old friendships....should they also be rekindled....what about not so old friends....I have lost friends and looking back i really do not know why...i know that my pride was probably one of the causes...and i really do not want to lose anymore ...and i want to repair my broken relationships...so ...today i am letting go of my pride....and humility is my new best friend.....thats my new outlook...humility....ummmmm.....
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